He suffered and battled his disease for two years. Thank you x, I lost my eldest son Kieron on 25th September 2012. I lost my son Crayvon Corpening 2 weeks ago. She has had a total of 19 surgeries just since I was 10. The pain never stops! I am sorry for your loss and everyone's here. I grew up fast taking on the responsibility of my mom. HESIOD was a Greek epic poet who flourished in Boeotia in the C8th B.C. Not a day goes by without them in my heart. Always in my heart and always on my mind...Miss you My SonShine! Stay well. He was funny & loving and so full of life. I lost my 44 year old son on 10/23/2010. Christmas was the happiest day for my family. and see yourself reflected, you who’ve abandoned the path, marked by advancing thought till now, and reversed your steps, boasting of this regression you call progress. Until we meet again. It's also surprising how many times people ask that question! My 22 year old, just wanting to relax and enjoy a Sunday evening. The images of him and his car haunt me daily. Mikey was 15 he left behind his dad, me and his sister. Yes, each day & each hour is so painful. I lost my son Hector Gastinell JR. to a car terrible car accident. But I just saw him a few weeks ago, he was leaving as I was coming, we passed with a simple wave and a nod. That still doesn't take the pain of the separation away. I lost my only son Frankie on April 23,1988 he was 24 years old engaged to be married .He had a massive brain aneurysm. . He is enjoying the glory that only our Father can give to him now. I know that I have to pull myself together and I have to continue on for my youngest son Adam 15. and I may struggle through it all, It's hard being a mother who buried her own special son. His death was from an enlarged heart that was not diagnosed. Nicholas was born with Cooley's Anemia which eventually took his life...I loved your poem so much. Found him in bed passed away. It was unbearable to watch my son suffer and know there was nothing I could do. To Joanne and others who lost their child. He was only 23 and loved by hundreds of people already. His younger brother was in the car also unhurt. It reminds me of the lyrics of some songs of Linkin Park who give similar messages. What is worse is that she keeps taking the items off the pole. She fell victim to herself, her depression, and her cancer. Everyone who saw him fell in love with him and used to pray for him to heal. He was my eldest of 2 sons. Eighteen days ago, my life changed forever. Though it was ruled as suicide by the police of Goa. He was diagnosed with Leukemia, when he was 11, Make-A-Wish granted him a wish, and he wanted to go to Disney World in Florida, and we did. Our brains and hearts were not programmed for the loss of a child. He cries everyday he wakes up because he does not want to be here. Friends are there for you, not to just socialize with you!!! He had a laugh that was so contagious everyone loved him, and on top of that he had dimples. 2 weeks later my lovely, blessed life ended. I must say your poem touched my heart. My beautiful son Luke sadly died 22/07/2012. PS my mom is my rock I lean on too. it was the worst day of my life.. finding him gone in his bed giving him CPR hearing the gurgling in his throat..not being able to bring him back was the worst. My son Donnell 34 is dying of ALS. I would like to be able to tell you that time heals the wounds however, my experience is such that time simply teaches us how to live with the wounds. There are some days I feel lost. My son was 18 the youngest of 4 children. Just an innocent little boy. My son was a wonderful father he had a son with Down's syndrome and God does not give gifts like that to bad people. Not having any control of your child leaving "home" is the worst feeling, he passed away with me by his side. Me. My heir. He was such a good dad and his kids still miss their Dada! I can only think like the poem says that God needed some rosebuds in heaven for his garden and trust in Jesus and why he was taken from us. Courts? My son is 24 years old and has two (2) sons. He had a stroke two weeks earlier and the doctors never diagnosed the stroke, unaware that he had this blood disease until it was too late. It will be nine years this October since I saw my beautiful boy. On the February 29, 2008 I lost my son he was only 11 years old. and constantly get put on the spot. I always told him he was young, that if I could have of you I would had. I wish we could have saved him. The coroner told me it was instantaneous, and I so want to believe her, but my mind still wonders. Thank you for sharing your poem..broken hearted. She was my best friend. Halfway through, a set of opposing words describes the second subject. Months and 4 days old upstairs bathroom, it is bad for me to read it tonight at girlfriend... 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